Thursday, May 10, 2012

The End of a Chapter

So this is it. The end. The finale or whatever you call it. The end of a year in MMU, the place where I am now. If you won't mind, let this be a summary of what happened during that year:

Time really do flies. Still fresh in the memories of me being here for the very first time: a naive, sesat-case, 18-year old coming here not really due to a want but a need. Orientation was kinda fine, though surprisingly I wasn't that home-sick as I might think I will.

In a class of about 60 ppl of different characters from different places. I remember me searching for someone I know or met before, only to find myself disappointed. It doesn't help that I can't find anyone from my orientation group in that class (although later I found out Kimberly was there...hehe)

So throughout that one year, I've met really nice and funny people, though there are some bitches and assholes along the way. Some such as Michael and Kok Kee have introduced me to their rather peculiar interests (non-mainstream if you may say), which is not a bad thing since it helps in introducing me to a whole different side I may never discover myself. And you can always find them for a good debate on politics, something that I'm rather fond of.

There's Sam (my going to be ex-roomate) whom I can rely on in sharing a secret or some of my personal feelings (some say that both of us are like brothers..i dunno). You can trust on Govind, Eugene (nata as most of us call em) and Jackson to really crack things up when it's time to let your hair down. You can trust on Sean to be there when having a nice chat or a good time (we even have a drink together earlier before).

But there are those who I find rather manipulative and will only seek you when needed and otherwise won't give a damn about you even if times are rough. However, I consider most of them to be friends, though whether they consider me likewise is up to them and not for me to decide..haha. All in all, is a good mix of interesting people that I do find comfort to be around.

There are those who say that universities help to discover who you are. Well, I havn't really discover my true self yet so far. After all, there is still four more years to go before I really leave this place for good. But I can sort-off sense my heading for now and maybe should tell myself more not to follow too much of others and be the true identity that you are. Well, that's an ongoing process that has no definite limit in time.

So here are the credits: Thanks to all that have found me as a person who they can trust, depend on and possible share a good joke or two along the way. My apologies for those who may have feel hurt or betrayed due to anything that I've said or done. Sorry if I may not be the jolly carefree person that you may want, for that's never my style and I don't think I'll ever be. For those who wants to know me more, well there's always a time to have a chat.

But hey, there's still a long road ahead and the next page is waiting to be written. But as for now, this is it, well, the end.